Parents and comparison!!

Parents and comparison!!

OMG that is most disgusting topic ever?! Each time my parents compare me with another girl I feel YUUK!

Even though you do your best but still you are neglectful!! If you got 95 they'll ask for 99.99 !!! if they knew someone who got better they'll ask why couldn't do like him\her?!!

Sometimes feel I wanna fail in something ! So they ask for more and I can give them more!

Everyone has good points and bad points.. Each time my parents mention someone and start to compare him\her with me I start to give them all bad points I know about that person!

And the worst thing when they compare you with people who's poorer and don't have money ! lot of time I ask them for something they start that story that we didn't ask for that when we were young… we worked hard.... we got everything with our selves.. OMG don't know you that your time is really diff thn our?!

I really hate that but I don't have a courage to talk to them about it bcoz I'll get really really mad!!

Regards:Fardanez!

why this blog?!

Sometimes I just feel that I have that huge desire to write what inside me..
I used to write everything in my diary, but I gave it so very special person for me! Because it was the only way to show him\her how often I think about US!

Later on I tried to write again in new diary but one way or another I couldn't! Rarely I HADN'T that need to write! Most of the time I needed to hold the pen and write where ever I could! Maybe you'll think I am crazy if I tell you this.. but sometimes I talked to myself only to feel comfy!

And now because I am in a break between 2 courses I decided to makeup this blog so I type how I feel about things! What bothers me! And my feelings about friends and family J!